He walked in the dark,to somewhere he can find peace. The night cool breeze blew toward his face as cars passed by. "Its the last time" he thought. Tears rolled down his cheeks without his permission, as pain stroke again and again in his heart, guilt licked his burning chest,faces played over and over in his mind, all the things he could have had if only his dad was around, and his mom a bit more responsible, and his grandma not paralyzed, if only his former classmate's mom didn't tricked them and scammed his grandma's savings, if only he wasn't a product of his real parents affair, if only he was still studying, if only his leg didn't hurt.... so many if only. "I'm here" he thought,such a short journey. Took a last look around,he carefully approached the handle,climbed up with his stuff in bag, clinging to his shoulder and over his chest. "Goodbye mom, goodbye my sweet girlfriend, goodbye my friends, goodbye uncle, goodbye teachers, goodbye dad, goodbye GRANDMA..."guilt stroke him so much stronger this time around, as he muttered goodbyes. He raised his head and looked at the sky for the last time,the stars... He looked down to face the dark liquid, so deep and far, he didn't know where he's gonna end up. He felt the midnight air for 1 last time, greedily filled his lungs with air,"goodbye world..." 1 last teardrop rolled down his cheek, as he faced down and... he jumped.
Wherever you are Alan, seek God with all your heart, hope to see you someday. Rest in peace.
5 comments:
he took his own life in exchange of the guilts he had. really wish he hadnt.. may he rest in peace..
Ah what happen ah !_@
he ended his life,he's turning 16 this dec. he's still so young and its so unfair for him.
R.I.P, I do not know who you are, but I guess it was too late.
thanks raikoken07. yes it was too late
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